Thursday, October 28, 2010

An Evil Friend's Desire

Things feel bitter and vain
All the essences you need to feel the pain
Deceiving lies, The shrieking cries
That is when one's spirit dies

Breathe in fumes and all you knew
The ghost you see will talk to you
Embrace regrets and people's death
Their fake statements and all that you hate

A decent cup of warm blood
You drink with might and swallow mud
Your bloodshot eyes show no mercy
And maybe hell is your destiny

You walk the night to leave the light
And hoping death will come tonight
A dance with the devil and a date in the fire
May that satisfy your desire

August-October 28th, 2010

Kimi Ismawi

Saturday, October 16, 2010


Here I am in disguise
The sweetness of a smile on a mask
The bitterness of heartache agonizing my mentality
As if I can quench my thirst for love with my tears

Observe changes
A paradigm shift since the first day I obey
It feels like you were born to pretend
A statement I do not want to believe
But how can I see?

Here I am in disguise
You can't trace my misery nor history
O suffocation
My pure devastation
Hoping you can't tell

Observe changes
As I walk and talk your language
As you are my master and I am a devotee
And may master of disharmony you will be to me

October 16th, 2010

Kimi Ismawi

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Because I Love You

I linger in your doorway
This time I am ready to unfurl my black wings
With your misery cycling around my waist
I know I am not a coward who is afraid to stare at the sun

I am leaving the dark and walking towards fire
Now there is not much difference between inferno and winter that I can find
This somehow makes me realized that I do not care much about the pain
It's not that any are better than the rain

Deep inside your eyes, I see the sum of all lies
And so I hope to steal it from you
Let me bear your shame so you are not the damned
Trust me, it does not hurt

I want you to drown me in your tears
Or at least burn me with your fears
Let me be your guardian angel
Or the one who has fallen
Because I love you
Die for you is all that I can do

October 4th, 2010

Kimi Ismawi

p.s.: for my beloved friend, P.N.F.F.A.
I am always here to steal your pain =)

Friday, October 1, 2010

Awesome People will CONQUER THE WORLD

For Abg Fizee, Aroha, Esan, Abg Ymi, Syafiq, Tash, Myra, Adek, Abg Fizul, Anip and everyone else in the video.

Kimi Ismawi

p.s.: Abg Fizee, somehow I see your capabilities in the industry. Please 'lower down' your sissy-ness and trust me, you are awesome. And please do not kill any of your actors and actresses. Hahahahaha xD
All the best to everyone of you!